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Secrets of a Formerly Miserable Wife
Author Diane England, Ph.D. has the credentials you expect, plus she has 
empathy and speaks from the heart because she has been there, too.

 Have you ever spent some time observing a toddler or a preschooler? Did you ever notice how you could tell the way the child felt? Indeed, a small child can throw a tantrum one minute, but then be smiling and laughing shortly thereafter.

Unlike many adults, the small child doesn’t get stuck in one given emotional response. He or she quickly switches behavior as feelings change.

Certainly, it doesn’t work well in adulthood to always allow your true feelings to show. Because of this, we teach children how to control their emotions. Parents push for a certain amount or decorum. And actually, socializing children like this is good for society as well as for the children. By learning how to identify their feelings and then express them in appropriate ways, children gain a sense of personal control and power.

Of course, some children don’t grow up in homes where they’re taught how to recognize and deal with their emotions or feelings in healthy ways. Parents may not fulfill their parental responsibility in this arena for reasons including addictions, mental disorders, physical illness, job responsibilities, or narcissistic tendencies which cause their own priorities to take precedence over their children’s needs, for instance.

Some parents not only fail to provide this type of guidance for their children, but the way they act, they also cause their children to endure painful experiences. Of course, some of the most common ways this happens is through abuse, neglect, or abandonment.

Certainly, each of these can have a profound negative effect on a child’s development and sense of self. In turn, this poor sense of self often carries over into adulthood. Then, the person is unable to function in ways that promote a happy and productive adulthood.

Are you wondering how or why these life events have such a profound and ongoing negative legacy?

They cause development of feelings of shame. These feelings of shame, however, remain at an unconscious level. Nevertheless, they drive the person.

What are feelings of shame exactly? Well, shame is about not feeling worthy or good enough. It is about feeling that you are not enough. In fact, when you are driven by feelings of shame, you might well feel that you are the scum of the earth, hardly worthy of the life experience.

People who can be labeled as codependent or displaying codependency are often being driven unconsciously by shame or shame issues.

The codependent woman (yes, the person could be a man, but I’m choosing to use the female pronoun) doesn’t feel good about herself. But then, she often believes she should be perfect. However, perfection is not attainable. It is an illusion she clings to nevertheless. Because she is not perfect, though, she also believes herself not enough or unworthy.

Because she doesn’t feel worthy, she’ll typically be attracted to, as well as attract, people who don’t treat her well. But of course, she doesn’t feel lovable or deserving of love.

Not surprisingly, many of the behaviors of the woman suffering from codependency will be self destructive. Again, she does these things because of core feelings of toxic shame that remain outside of her level of consciousness. Furthermore, she will typically remain unaware of what drives her unless she allows the pain to break through, and then acknowledges it.

The woman plagued by codependency often keeps these feelings of unworthiness or shame outside her awareness through addictions and engagement in compulsive behaviors. Thus, she might abuse pain pills or tranquilizers, drink heavily, use sex compulsively to feel better, overeat, shop excessively, become fanatical about a cause or religion, become obsessed about maintaining a perfect house and household, become a workaholic, or try to control everything and everyone in her vicinity. But in time, the behaviors the codependent woman uses to remain unaware actually backfire on her. They typically result in more pain yet.

 Here’s How the Man Displaying Narcissism, Addictions, and Abusive Behavior and the Codependent Woman Differ

As you read about both the self-destructive behaviors of the woman displaying codependency and the self-destructive behaviors of the man displaying narcissism, you might think that both engage in the same behaviors. And actually, to some extent they do. Frankly, this shouldn’t be surprising since many of these men grew up in homes with abuse present. However, the man displaying narcissism who engages in emotional abuse and verbal abuse, but never physical abuse, probably was never physically abused as a child. He undoubtedly did observe his father physically abuse his mother, though. On the other hand, those men diagnosable as having Antisocial Personality Disorder—formerly referred to as sociopaths and before that, as psychopaths--were typically physically abused as children. And indeed, they are the ones who will generally be physically violent with their wives, too.

Anyway, are these abusive men codependent? After all, their behavior often fits with what we’d expect to see in a person displaying codependency. And certainly, narcissistic men have a shame core, just as the women suffering from codependency do. But men displaying Narcissistic Personality Disorder or lesser degrees of unhealthy narcissism manage their shame core differently than codependent women do.

Men displaying pathological narcissism are grandiose and feel superior. They have a sense of entitlement. Also, they rely upon power and control to both attain and remain in that better than position, too.

The narcissistic husband then, plays the better than role while he behaves in ways that force his wife into playing the lesser than role—and whether she wants to or not.

Indeed, the cause of both the abusive narcissistic man’s and the codependent woman’s issues are often similar, or they stem from a shame core that typically stems from abuse, neglect, or abandonment. The narcissistic man and the codependent woman just play their issues out differently. The codependent woman typically uses the man to provide her with a sense of identity. The man suffering from narcissism, however, relies upon a created image to provide his. Furthermore, he comes to believe in this image of himself that he has created. Others around the narcissist typically buy into it as well.

The woman suffering from codependency and the man suffering from pathological narcissism both share another major issue. They both are spiritually bankrupt. Thus, they will need to embrace and enhance their spirituality through walking the spiritual path.

Few codependent women and narcissistic men will wake up to their emotional pain and its messages, however. But because they do tend to have the same issues that make them attract each other (since we tend to attract people who are where we are psychologically), many narcissists and codependent women continually meet.

Will you seek to change yourself through personal development and spiritual growth so that you don’t become one of those codependent women who divorces one husband, only to marry another man displaying narcissism, addictions, and abusive behavior?

Pursue spirituality, and you likely won’t fall for the created image of the narcissistic man again. Instead, you’ll probably find yourself a nice guy because you’ll have moved beyond your codependency.

Disclaimer: This how-to and self-help relationship advice and information for women about narcissism, addictions and abuse should be considered educational or inspirational—a guide or directory to things to consider and inform questions to ask a professional you contact for sound advice. It is not a substitute for marriage counseling, individual therapy, or legal advice. Women coping with domestic violence such as emotional abuse, verbal abuse, and/or sexual abuse—even where no physical abuse is present—are encouraged to seek professional help for treatment of depression, anxiety, self esteem, and other likely associated issues.

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